I am not doing well. Too much pressure. I have to travel this weekend to Houston for another trade show. I'm not fond of traveling any more. My mind is all over the place. I had a bad melt down last night over Monty's death after I received the bill for his euthanasia. Hell, tomorrow is one week since he's been gone and I'm so under the gun with other things I don't know which end is up.
I had forgotten all the work that goes into buying a horse. It's not as fun as it sounds. Especially when your funds are severely limited. The weather here is so cold and the ground so frozen that I couldn't ride anything I went to look at unless it was at an indoor anyway. And I have no time to look because work is getting in my way. And to top it all off, I'm getting sick again and found out I have strep throat.
Any more bad luck? What next? At this point it wouldn't surprise me.
I think I'm going to disappear for awhile.